CoraBets
Posts: 1488
Joined: Nov 21, 2005 5:47 pm
Posted: Jun 04, 2010 2:59 pm
msmel:
I have only played with free chips. Never deposited.
Oh boy did I ever used to deposit! I would reverse cash out requests and gamble that away as well.
In fact, a few months ago, I lost my mind playing only to find out I didn't even have anything in place to retrieve my winnings. How dumb is that! Pretty much anymore I just have fun with the freebies.
In lots of restaurants and just about all the taverns and bars, there are Video Poker and Slots, so I have to make a conscious effort to avoid those establishments.
I am wearing a rubberband around my wrist and everytime I think I want to gamble, I snap the band. Also, anytime I think of something else I shouldn't be doing, I snap the band. It kind of "snaps" me back to my senses.
My Recovery Coach is a Licensed Therapist and I get to see her for free. The Oregon State Lottery funds gambling addiction programs. They have cut back somewhat, but meanwhile I am gaining tools I need to stop the bad stuff. Plus, I'm learning what my triggers are, and how the events of my life have contributed to my addiction.
Thank you for your support and kind words, love you all!!